Monday, October 31, 2005

About Being Morbid

Not sure why I decided to post this up... Maybe the fact that it's Halloween, and all the spooky shit on TV's got me in this warped, morbid mood. Heh.

PL, aka The Best Friend, and I had a rather unusual MSN conversation a couple of nights back.

We started off talking about the Viet chap who's been sentenced to hang later this week, after being caught carrying about 400g of heroin. (Of which we only knew about from Adrock2xander's blog entries. Read his posts
here and here, or the Australian news reports on it here and here...) After puzzling a little on why local dailies hadn't deemed the death sentence of a young man newsworthy enough, we went on to a rather short debate on the death penalty, and later meandered on towards the world's most notorious serial killers.

Not exactly your typical, idle, late-night chit chat I know... :P

I've always had a somewhat macabre fascination with serial killers. I can't help but wonder how their minds work, why they feel the need to kill not just once but over and over. Here are some of the most notorious ones in history, which of course, make the most interesting reading. Details and pics taken from
crimelibrary.com...

BOSTON STRANGLER - ALBERT DESALVO
Image hosted by Photobucket.com Albert DeSalvo

A man described as someone who's devoted to his his family, DeSalvo is believed to have murdered at least 11 women between June 1962 and January 1964. He would enter the homes of his victims under false pretenses and sexually assault them, before strangling them with a piece of their own clothing, like a pair of stockings or a scarf. As a "farewell gift", DeSalvo would "decorate" the body by tying his choice of murder weapon around the victim's head and into a bow under the victim's chin.

Did DeSalvo really kill those women? The night before he was stabbed to death while serving a life sentence in a maximum security facility, DeSalvo had reportedly called his lawyers sounding extremely frightened. He promised to tell them who the Boston Strangler really was during their next meeting, but was murdered that very night.

(Click
here to read the full case report fromcrimelibrary.com)

SON OF SAM - DAVID BERKOWITZ
Image hosted by Photobucket.com David Berkowitz

A paranoid schizophrenic who initially claimed to hear demons in his head, screaming for blood of young women. Which resulted in him prowling the streets of New York in the 1970s, picking out his victims at random and shooting them in the head, face, neck or chest with a 0.44 caliber handgun. Berkowitz later confessed that the demon story was his attempt at convincing the authorities to declare him legally insane. In actual fact, he'd found the murders to be sexually arousing and would often return to the scene of the crime to relive them as he masturbated.

Image hosted by Photobucket.com David Berkowitz, at his parole in 2002

Berkowitz, 52, is in the midst of serving a 365 year sentence at Sullivan Correctional Facility in Fallsburg, New York.

(Click
here to read the full case report from crimelibrary.com)

THEODORE ROBERT BUNDY - TED BUNDY
A charming, attractive man who was a complete sociopath, Bundy started his killing spree in 1974 and could have been responsible for as many as over 100 murders / disappearances that stretched across the whole of the United States. Wearing a leg or arm cast, Bundy would approach young women and ask for their help. He would later bludgeon them to death with a heavy blunt object, usually a crowbar. More often than not, various forms of sexual assault, even necrophelia, were part of his "routine".

Image hosted by Photobucket.com The many faces of Ted Bundy

After an attempted escape and a long drawn out court battle, during which he showed absolutely no remorse, Bundy was sentenced to death by the electric chair. His execution was carried out on 24 January, 1989.

(Click
here to read the full case report from crimelibrary.com)

JACK THE RIPPER
The one that needs no introduction. The one that was never caught. The father of all serial killers...


Many believed The Ripper was a man of noble blood, 1 with a relatively sophisticated knowledge of medicine and surgery. He murdered, disemboweled, decapitated and butchered at least 6 women - all of whom were prostitutes working in the White Chapel district - in 1888.

(Click here to read the full case report from crimelibrary.com)

Gosh, this post has gone on a lot longer than I expected. Haha, I don't talk about this sort of stuff much. Tonight, like I said earlier, I'm in a weird mood. I've also learned never to mention this in front of company, unless company = friends I've known for ages. I tend to get a lot of strange, apprehensive looks otherwise. :P

Ah well. All Hallow's Eve...


HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
TRICK OR TREAT! :)

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

About The Decline

I don't know how much longer I can do this. The plan was to stick it out, ride the storm, weather the turbulence, blah blah blah. After all, what doesn't break you makes you stronger, right?

Thing is, I'm not too sure I won't break.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

About The Wait

12 more days bay-beh... Woooooot!











































Tuesday, October 18, 2005

About Hook, Line & Sinker

I hate it when I find myself in a situation I know I should avoid, but every part of me just screams "Fuck the circumstances!" and longs to plunge into it headfirst.

I reckon a fish feels this way. That's right. A fish. You know, when he sees a worm twisting around on the end of a hook. I always thought ol' scaly probably knows that a live, wriggling worm dangling right in the middle of the ocean / lake / pond / whatever is too good to be true, but he can't stop himself from chomping down on it. The next thing he knows, he's being reeled in, tossed onto the bottom of a boat, gutted and fried up for dinner.

I must admit, I'm half-tempted to absolve myself from all responsibility by laying the blame on the "bait". (Bloody freaking worm shouldn't look so damn tempting!) But as hard as I try to tell myself otherwise, I know that the final decision on whether I should allow myself to get "hooked" is mine and mine alone to make.

For chrissakes. *bangs head repeatedly on table* Be strong, April. Be smart, for once in your goddamn life!

Damn it. I'm smart. I know I'm smart. I'm fucking brilliant when I put my mind to it. But blast it to hell and back, head smart and heart smart are so not the same thing.

Sigh.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

About "November Chopin"

This post is for Missdurh. I thought I'd try to translate it for you babe, since you can't read Chinese. *rolls eyes*

Info taken from the
Alfa Music website. I did the translation on my own so it isn't a word-for-word thing but the main gist of the article is there. :P

引领华语流行乐坛潮流的亚洲天王周杰伦,最新国语全新专辑在歌迷的千呼万唤之下,终于确定在11月1日推出!周董的每一张专辑都力求带给歌迷耳目一新的感受,即将推出的第六张国语专辑也不例外,新专辑名为「11月的萧邦」,视觉概念也流露浓浓古典味,来到威尼斯取景拍照,照片中的周杰伦帅气逼人!而他独特的流行音乐风格也与浪漫的「水都」作了一次完美的结合!


Jay Chou, one of Asia's leading music icons, has finally confirmed that his much awaited new album will be available from 1 November 2005.

Jay's made it a point to give his fans a different style/type of music with every new release and his 6th album promises to be no different. Titled "11月的萧邦", or "November Chopin", it promises a strong flavor of a world long past, a world of yesteryear, right down to the album pictures (in which Jay looks totally gorgeous!) taken in Venice. Talk about a perfect combination - Jay's unique musical style blending in with the romantic City of Canals.

(Side note: Initially, I did a literal translation on the title and it turned out to be "November's Desolate Village". I somehow sensed I was on the wrong track... :P)


周杰伦的音乐一向给人强烈的画面感,由于新专辑中的每一首歌都充满了诗意,营造出诗境般的画面,让人联想到「钢琴诗人」萧邦,而周杰伦就像流行音乐界的诗人,「诗人」同时也是他的别名,曾署名在他自己的创作与专辑的造型,最新专辑又在11月1日推出,所以专辑名为「11月的萧邦」再贴切不过!

Jay's music has always invoked very strong mental images. The tracks found on "November's Chopin", with their poetic overtones, bring to mind the classical compositions from the famed "Piano Poet", Chopin. The only difference here is that the "poet" here refers to Jay and the music style is contemporary instead of classical. That, and the fact that this album is being released on 1 November, gave the album its name.

萧邦的浪漫才情有较深的音乐意境,当公司提出「11月的萧邦」作为专辑名称时,从小学古典钢琴的周杰伦觉得很棒!因为萧邦是他的偶像,他说:「相较于古典钢琴家李斯特注重钢琴技巧的出神入化,我的音乐比较贴近萧邦的随性浪漫。南拳妈妈的宇豪钢琴弹得很棒,他就像李斯特一样在技巧上很厉害。」回想两人在演唱会与金曲奖上互飙钢琴的情景,工作人员都觉得彷佛是萧邦与李斯特两位琴艺有别的好友一起同台演奏一样。

Jay thought that the record company's propossl to use "November Chopin" as the album's title was great. After all, he was a student of classical piano as well as a great fan of Chopin's musical style and compositions. He finds his own easy-going, romantic style of music similar to the classical legend, as compared to Nan Quan Ma Ma's Yu Hao, whose talents place more emphasise on flawless technique. In fact, many of their co-workers have likened Jay and Yu Hao's recent live collaborations to watching 2 piano greats - Chopin and Listz - performing on the same stage.

(Side note: Other articles (from varying sources) that have been translated can be found
here. 15 more days baby! Woooooooot!)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

About "Rent"

No, I'm not doing a re-hash of a Pet Shop Boys hit. :P

Was just wondering if anyone's interested in watching the musical which starts 22 November. Details below...

RENT
10th Anniversary Celebration Tour

Date: 22 November - 4 December 2005
Time: 8pm (Every night) & 3pm (Every Saturday and Sunday)
Venue: Kallang Theatre
Ticket prices*: $130, $108, $68 (For matinees); $148, S$118, S$78 (For evening shows)

* 10% discount for online bookings before 23 October! :)


Click to see the promotional flyer...














Click to see the seating plan...





Monday, October 10, 2005

About The Sub-Performance

Note to self: When you've hit rock bottom at work, take heart. In most cases, it can't get any worse.

Haaaaaaaaa... What a fucking load of bullshit. In my experience, when work gets really crappy, the only thing you can really count on, is it getting even crappier. And I'm talking about kick-in-the-nuts, fly-in-your-soup, punch-in-the-teeth sort of crappy.

I've recently been told that my performance at work has been, well, mediocre at best. If a lack of enthusiasm and drive translates into me (I believe the term used) "sub-performing", I admit it... I've not been giving 100% to the job. I've not been able to muster up any form of excitement towards any of the projects I've recently had to handle. The reasons for which are so numerous I barely know where to start listing them down.

In a nutshell? It boils down to 3 main issues.

1) We've had a whole slew of resignations in the past half a year - a total of 9 people resigning in the last 6 months. Which basically means more work for the rest of us. My portfolio has recently been expanded to include 2 new sets of clients, neither of which are a walk in the park to deal with. All this done without what I deem as the appropriate monetary incentives.

The result? Morale for account servicing is at an all time low. And I'm talking below-the-18-levels-of-hell kind of low.

2) The Boss has been in an extremely foul and volatile mood. We're not sure if it's because of an excessive amount of work on The Boss's plate, or if The Boss is simply becoming more bad-tempered and absent-minded as the year draws to an end. Imagine a ticking bomb with a very forgetful / irrational detonation device... Not the best illustration I know but you get the picture.

The result? We're constantly walking around on eggshells, which gets pretty exhausting when you have to do it on a daily basis.

3) Client demands and deadlines have been getting more unreasonable by the week. Bending over backwards doesn't seem to be enough anymore... We now have to be able to twist ourselves into goddamn preztels, just so the clients get whatever the hell they want, when they want. Without any form of thanks or appreciation whatsoever.

The result? A severe lack of interest in any new client creative brief that's sent across. Hell, I've gone for fucking root canals with more eagerness!

4) I have personal issues. Life outside of work hasn't been all that hot recently... It's hard to beam and bounce around in the office when it feels like you're being ripped to pieces on the inside.

So there you have it.

Me = No zest for work = Sub-performing (in a particular person's opinion at least).

I should clarify that other than a pronounced absence of enthusiasm, I've not been slipshod at my job - all my deadlines are met, all my paperwork is done, all my obligations fulfilled... Which is why the "sub-performing" statement pissed me off some. Ok. It pissed me off a lot.

As long as I deliver what I'm suppose to, when I'm suppose to, why should anything else be a fucking problem?!

Oh. And if it really bugs them, here's a simple, short-term solution. Damn red tape to hell and give me the fucking increment I deserve goddamit!

Monday, October 03, 2005

About My 7 Wonders

I've been down and out with a nasty bug for the last 4 days... My damn fever comes and goes, my body's aching like a son of a bitch, I'm half-tempted to slice my nose off just so I can breathe normally and I'll be quite happy not to have to look at another bowl of porridge for the next year or so. *grumpy face*

Anyway... Since I'm not at my best and I can't seem to write coherently, I figured now would be as good a time as any to do another 1 of these list thingamajigs. Got tagged by
Zonster some time back...

7 things I plan to do before I die...
1) Sky dive
2) Tour Europe
3) Quit advertising
4) Buy my own flat
5) Visit all 7 wonders of the world
6) Suntan stark naked
7) Go for some form of plastic surgery

About #7... Screw the person who came up with the phrase "aging gracefully". I wanna look as good as I bloody can when they pop me in a coffin. To quote Joan Rivers, "Pull it up, snip it off, make another little person with it! I don't care!". ;)

7 things I can do...
1) Be happy in my own company
2) Cook
3) Control my eating habits
4) Read an entire novel in 12 hours
5) Write creatively
6) Lie and make others believe every damn thing I say
7) Polish off an entire bag of Fritos

7 celebrity crushes...
1) Dermot Mulroney
2) Angelina Jolie (I always swore I'd do her even though I'm straight!)
3) Simon Yam
4) Will Smith

5) Aaron Aziz and Vincent Ng (Whaaaaaat... They're cute! :P)

Oh man... Do I have to do this again? Heh... Read my Top 10 post instead. Take the above names as "add-ons" to my existing list...

7 current / recent books...
Oh man... This is gonna be damn embarressing, seeing that I have a not-so-secret love for trashy novels. *sheepish look as she shuffles around the room*
1) Sins of the Night - Sherrilyn Kenyon
2) Ceremony in Death - J. D. Robb
3) Genuine Lies - Nora Roberts
4) Memnoch the Devil - Anne Rice
5) Harry Potter and the Half-Blooded Prince - J. K. Rowling

6) Star - Haha! I'm an "occasional" tabloid junkie!
7) Ahmmm... I can't think of anymore! Who the hell has the time to read so much anyway?!

7 favorite foods...
1) Bovril toast

2) Fresh cherries
3) Praline chocolates
4) Kway teow soup
5) Fritos / Doritos / Chachos (Go corn chips!)
6) Mangos
7) Peanut butter waffles

7 random facts about me...
1) I'm not as tough most people think.

2) I have 2 tattoos and am debating of I should get another.
3) I think I have ugly feet.
4) I can spend hours working on crossword puzzles.
5) I dress too casually for work most of the time. And I don't really care.
6) I take too many sleeping pills and painkillers.
7) I talk too much. And too loudly. :P

7 people I want to tag...
1) Missduhr

2) Pink Martiny
3) Princess Liliput
4) McBra
5) Slinky Cat
6) Soyabean Tim
7) Bee