About The Goodbye - Part 2

窗外陰天了　音樂低聲了
我的心開始想你了

燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了　人是無聊了
我的心開始想你了

電話響起了　你要說話了
還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了
是你變了　是你變了

燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了
滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂
我的心真的受傷了


- 我真的受傷了, 張學友

About The Goodbye

Once again... This is it.

About Where The Path Forks

It's rare thing for me to stop to wonder what could have been. Today, however, I found myself in a situation that made me pause and do just that.

Was it really just a case of bad timing?
What and where would we be now if we had done things differently?

More importantly... Why do I even care?

About The Tragedy

Re-minisce - I read her. We've exchanged a few emails, shared a few laughs. I didn't actually know her but I felt as if I did, just from reading her blog. She mattered... Thanks for passing on the news.

Goodbye Slinky. Give em hell up there, you hear me? And sock God one for me, for taking you away too damn early...

About The Hiatus

So much for me making a comeback. xD My absence this time can be attributed mainly to The Boy, who arrived on my doorstep sometime in March. Since then, life has pretty much been centered around finding work for the both of us, and trying to build a life for 2 people who've spent most of the last 3 years apart. So far, so good. I'll try to be a little more vigilant about posting day to day snippets though. :)

About A Good Night

You know you've had a good night out with the girls when you:

1. Finish 2 bottles of excellent Italian white wine after a fantastic dinner of Vongole and Tiramisu.

2. Chat for 4 hours about everything in general and nothing in particular, with conversations ranging from Glee to Liposuction to Americal Idol auditions.

3. Win a bet that the "1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12" song came from Sesame Street and not The Electric Company, earning yourself another 2 bottles of excellent Italian white wine.

4. End the night singing this song and this song at the top of your voices on the way home in the car.

Hic. Time for bed.

About Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

- "Taking Chances"
   Celine Dion

About The Deadline

The Boy and I haven't spoken in 2 days. I can't help but wonder as to whether he's aware of my current state of mind, which vacilates between frustration at his lack of proactive behavior and doubt, i.e. I'm not sure if this relationship has a chance in hell of working out.

I guess time will tell. I sure as hell don't have any definite answers, despite having spent the last 48 hours in teeth-grinding, agonising thought. The Boy knows what my expectations are. The deadline approaches. I guess time will tell.